It really freaked me out, I was really worried.
My mom has always been very kind n caring. If u want me to describe her in words, i'll say "傻得让人心疼". She won't tell u if she's not feeling well or sick, she'll just smile at u n says she's fine.
Ytd, i came to understand her feelings very well.
Two weeks ago i was emitted to the hospital due to dengue. I was lucky cause it was found out at kinda early stage. Dengue virus triggered my gastric so ya.
I was kinda ok ald when the doctor gave me medicines on curing the pain n all, but before that, it was torturing. I knew i freaked my mom out that time, crying in pain n vomitting.
She accompanied me throughout the whole thing. I was hold in the emergancy ward cause there's no more bed in the dengue department. There was no chairs around there n relatives r not allowed to stay with patients in there, so my mom had to wait outside. I can't see her but i know she was really worried. She has problem with her knees, i was so worried going up n down with me would make her knees worse so i told her to go home n rest first, im ok. She told me she can't, with her baby daughter here in hospital, she can't.
Around 7pm i finally got her to go home n to come see me later night. I knew she would b so worried n called everyone who knew bout dengue for advices n preparing my things to stay in hospital. When she came around 10pm, i was still in the emergancy ward and they let her wait outside for an hour to see me which i dont understand why so cause there were quite some ppl seeing their beloved in the ward. My heart felt pain.
She wanted to stay with me for th night, but there's no extra bed there. I know she was down n worried to leave me there alone. And for the next two days, she's been there with me as long as she could even though she's tired. My bro told me she can't sleep at night. :'(
I told her not to worry, Im fine, u can see me so hyper. But she said she will always b worried bout me. I told her there's nothg to b worried about, i couldn't understand.
Ytd, i finally understand.
I slpt at 4am ytd n at 5am i found that she was having high fever. I cant sleep too eventhough i was really tired.
I waited till 9am to send her to clinic near by. Doctor said it was just a cold but im still very worried. After that, she insisted v go do some prayers since me n my sis r going on the trip coming weekends. She never stop worrying bout her babies, huh.
The whole day i cant slp well, just want to make sure she's really ok or see if she needs anything.
Appreciate every moment u hv with ur family, its very precious.
